I’M NOT READY
|| This summary written on Wednesday 17th January 2024
In today’s following session, the speaker makes a point of telling me that I’m not ready to bring a communication from someone in particular in spirit, using my writing as the method.
I had been seriously thinking of perhaps being able to write the spoken words of a friend’s wife in spirit. In other words, like a direct link and allowing her to speak to my mind. But the speaker today, who must be aware of what I’d planned, suggested that this is not yet possible, because I am not yet ready to. The speaker also continues to explain why the lady wouldn’t just yet be able to.
At first, I was a bit miffed to hear that, but that was because my ego was kicking in. Deep inside myself I actually agreed with the speaker. Though my transcribing is still a form of mediumship, the usual method of voicing the communications relies on a more active mind, and the ability to adjust the wording as messages are heard.
Every time in the past that a speaker in spirit has started to use me to relay direct and personal messages to others this side, my own medium mind wants to take over too much. Understand, that would dilute the pureness of the message.
Another topic that this speaker today is referring to needs some explanation here. A while ago, you may recall that a speaker suggested that I should sit for my higher Self to be able to communicate with me. It was suggested that I should allow myself to attune only to my own spirit and listen to the truth about my own journey on earth, what it was I would need to work on and everything I needed to hear.
Honestly, I was frightened by that idea, and chose not to pursue the suggestion. There are at least a couple of reasons why. One, I don’t think I would feel comfortable listening to my own words, which in some respects they would be. Two, I’m not entirely convinced I could actually do it without my own ‘daily’ mind taking over. So I put that suggestion on the back burner for now.
But the speaker today has re-ignited the suggestion and perhaps I should respond. The problem is, I don’t believe I’m ready to.
Post Script
The message from the speaker today is fully aimed at me and for the benefit of my own growth.
I don’t mean to be critical of mediums when I suggest we can manipulate words as we speak them aloud. I do it, and I know every medium does too. We form sentences we speak aloud and we use our own vocabulary often. This might be different to that of the communicator and therefore tints the message. Writing, on the other hand, is more pure and can’t be changed so easily.